My rants and wants:)

finale-this is it

2010-05-16T03:03:00.000-07:00

OMFG!!!!!! i'm ssososoososoo bloody stressed!!!!!!!!! i've gt WDS proposal to hand in by this week! CARC case study to hand in by this week! and now i just found out i have to hand in FBIS project this week too fcuk.fcuk.fcuk!ahhh! arghh!

this week=stressed week i have all this to do. And on top of that!!!!!!!
grey's anatomy season 6 finale is on
this thursday which means i get to watch it on friday and the promo is stressin me outt..
lyk seriously who is gonna die and stuff..
i hope its nt derek or sloan!i'll kill de person who directed it..
if they die!

and all my shows are coming to an end this week:(
lyk 90210 and desperate housewives and grey's anatomy..
this week is the finale...
haizz..
after they end..i've gt nth nice to watch readii
only got glee:):):)

other than tat..last fri was a day well spent with dearest fatin(:
we had lots of laugh and lots of heart to heart talk..
and horlicks mcflurry:):):):)

i spent most of the weekend doin my WDS and CARC:(
engineee sch boi was nt onlinee..
so diddnt get to talk to him BUT i plan on takin de same bus as him to sch on mon hopefully he will be in:)hahaha
haiz..2morow is monday...bac to the school..
good thing=get to see my dear classmates
bad thing=have to do work

welll..toodless(:

misses n kisses

2010-05-02T04:41:00.000-07:00

its sunday!
and we all noe the sad truth!):
2morow is monday=school
i don't want to goo..i need sleep
i've barely slept this weekend..
i've got soo many things to doo!

Anywayss..ytd was my dear cuzzie's surprise b'day party!
n it went great
i think she really did lovee it
i hope u r always this happy:)

thenn..class outing changed to mon..soo i'm goin bowling tomorow!!!!!!!
:)
i shall bring my cam n we shall camwhoreee!

I miss my girls sososooo muchh!
we should meet soonn
hopefully this fri?

2010-04-29T18:51:00.000-07:00

I sooooo lovee my class sosoo much..i think this week..
we've really started to bond...
we've all gotten way more closeerr..but gettin closer to a person
also makes u realize their true colors..soo yess..
gettin close to some of my classmates has made me realize that nt all of them are nice ppl
BUT..de majority of my classmatess..they sosososoo rockk..
we have mass convo's lyk hell..n o god...its jus sooo muchh of funn..tat...i dun everrr want to change class..
i'm glad that TP doesn't make u change classes after every semester..at first
i use to think..y can't they changee..
but now..noo way..
i want C252 to always be the samee..

and tuesdayy...class bowling..LOL...
somehw i know..i'm gonna have lots of fun fun fun!
de pic there is the class convo we had..n o god..i laughed sosooo hard..
n well..i jus hope C252 stays bonded..no matter what..n no 1 turns bitchy..

Other thann thatt!
today's fridayyyy..n we all noee what that meanss!!!
noo schoolll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but sat..ahh..even on labour day..i gt work to doo..have to go for project meeting..tats lifeee i guess!lol
well
tats it..
have to do some assignmentss:D
toodles

da di dum

2010-04-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

FINALLYYYY
ITS THE WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate the fact that weekends are only for two days..i wish weekends were 5 days and weekdays were 2..
life would be so much better

Well,i'm finally done with my CARC,WDS AND FBI tutorials..but still somehow
the workload doesn't seem to end..i still have to study cmaths and start on my research for my WDS project!
arghh!!!!!!!

I hate the work part..i've nt been doing anything for the past 5 whole months!!!
and then now suddenly..i've gt piles of work to do..
i'm nt use 2 it yett..
ahhhh..ook..
well this poly life i guess

I went shopping today and i saw this necklace that me,tin,dian n iqah have been talking about!
and it looks sosososoo beautiful!
we must get it!
its at diva..and its only 10 bucks!

and i dono why..but nowadays i always feel so tired!..its lyk..even though i sleep for like 8 or more hours..i'm still sooo sleepy..
Well..i'm off to bed..tomorow sunday..and then monday..ahh!i dun wan to go to school:(

dead

2010-04-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

i'm soo tired i can barely writee...
no one told me poly life was this stressful
and its only the third day..
i don't even want to think about what the future holds..

1st dayyy

2010-04-19T05:24:00.000-07:00

well..first day of school was ookk
got this new girl name Ka Sin
she seems nicee n sweet
hopefully she will b lyk this throughoutt

Other than that..me n my classmate jacob were freakin late for class on our1st day itself..wth laa!
den de ppl there tell us wrong way.stupid..i hope they rot!
lol

Other than that..o god..some of the classes i have 2 take r lyk killerr!
eg''camp architec..wth la..
n Cmathss..ooohh good god!
savee mee
but i think i'm gonna have fun in programming and web design
and business info..

looking through the modules..i can already feel the stress..i'm gonna go through for the next few years

i'm gonna be so busy..i'm gonna nt hav time to even remember of whats his name?
lol

and alsoo..this guy frm fb who is in de same poly as mee..saw me todayy..LOL
bt i couldn't recognize him..lol..frn he fb me say he shy to cme n talk 1 mee
hellooo..this is me k..ppl r neva shy ard meee..haha
den he said..de next time..he will smile n wave..
LOL

ookk..well..thatss it..

good night young world..

wishes

2010-04-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

i jus read dian's and fatin's post again
de 1 where they posted abt me on my b'day
n i've gt to say..i'm deeply touched..its feels great to know tat..noo matter what
i gt u guys 2 always b there for mee
:)

no heartt

2010-04-17T21:24:00.000-07:00

Sooooo..
almost every1 frm my LT wen to sentosa today..
including my LT heads zul n sunny.
to have lots of fun n laughter..

bt i'm soo nt in the mood to go there n see certain ppl
who are annoyin me at the moment..
yesterdat night..after a heart to heart talk with fatin in msn..i wen 2 sleep all peacefully
n wen i woke up today morning
everythin that happened came flooding bac to me..
n i can't help bt start thinkin wad had happened..

n alsoo..i saw fb today..n gt my heart crushed even further..
i see him talkin n a little hint of flirtin with that bitch!
i noe i should nt be thinkin abt it..bt yet..somehw my minds goes there..

n tomorow..is de 1st day of poly..n i seriously can wait for it..
hmm..i start poly all emo-ish..
well...i've been through worst shit than this..i jus hav to over come this..
life has ups n down

ba-ha-ma-s

2010-04-17T03:19:00.001-07:00

I want to go to the bahamas and never come back..
and live there jus carefreee..without all de drama i hav 2 go through hereee

OHOH
and i wan my ladies to be there alsoo..
no fun without themm
jus de 4 of us
lets goo!

hello again

2010-04-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

i plan on blogging more often from today onwardsss!!..serioussss

OKK...
well..i'm officially a TeMasek Poly studentt..
n in 3 years timee..gettin a diploma in Infomation Technology(:
i'm actually in poly..i'm a poly studentt:)

Well..todayy...is vimi's hse warming party..n i can't go for it..!!!!!!!!!
i was soo readyy la..i bought her a gift n everythinng;(
haiz

i've alsoo been feelin really down since last thursday..
cause of this person..
this person..was suppose 2 b my fren..my very close..almost even my best fren..he should nt judge me based on how i look
bt instead should hav been my fren for who i am..it jus shows what kinda person you aree..
n nw it makes me wonder what did i see in u de 1st time we talked
soo i'm currently really pissed off..n kinda emo-ishh

and fatinn..i'm soo sory dearr..i wen to eat..den had lots of things to doo..
sorry.sorry.sorryy
i'll update on u everythin by sat night:D

Well..other than tat..my new poly class C252..
de ppl in it are cool,nicee ppl...we r all lyk super bonded..
hmm
at least most of us aree..bt i'm suree
or at least hopefully
time will fix everything(:

school starts mon..9am..can't waitt..

dead meatt

2010-01-07T00:19:00.000-08:00

i noe what i'm doing is really wrong n bitchy bt yet..i can't stop myself..i should hav never started it..bt its too late now..i've started it..
its nt really a mess..but i hope it doesn't become 1..

i was sooo terribly confused tat i turned to google search for an answer!

sooo nw..

do i let my bez fren noe tat i hold a secret tat would break her into pieces...or do i keep it t myself n let myself fall deeper n deeper..

i've gt choosee

Best Friend(whu has always been there for mi) OR My Happiness(which might nt even happen)??

On a another scarier note....
O'LEVEL RESULTS r cumin out next monday...soo..ppl whu wan 2 bid mi goodbyee...i'll c u online sunday nitee

dead sickk

2009-12-17T20:36:00.000-08:00

i'm deadd boredd...i think i'm seriously gonna die out of boredom if i hav 2 stay hme 1 more day!!!!!

can't wait for the flu n the cough 2 stopp!!!!!!

monday:goin tp 4 lunch!

surpisee surprisee!

2009-12-14T00:13:00.000-08:00

Okkk..i think its been ages since i last updated my blog!
there are tons of cobwebs heree...

Well o's r overr which means i've gt plenty of time in my hands...
n i've gt nth 2 dooo...alsooo..i'm dead boredd...

AND i jus realized hw useful facebook can get...
i gt in touch wif all my primary skool frenss..which was good
alot of them have had drastic make overs..n some r still jus plain borin!
i can't wait 2 meet up!

oohh..n i saw new moon!god!taylor lautnerr=freakin hottnesss!!!
saw new moon wif dearest cuzziee malenee...
i'm glad her a's r overr too..we could get 2 noee each other moree tis hols..

I've yet 2 meet up wif deariess..hop its soon..
other than tat..lyf is still de sameee...

n i jus found out o'level results r cumin out on 11 jan..yay..can't wait!

lostt

2009-08-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

The hope that u get from hearing the word forever is empty. Forever never last it's a fantasy.. it's a dream that can never come true. And no matter how much you wish and pray that this one time forever will last, it won't. Because he will change his mind .... eventually

-Because my heart has been broken before, I don't want it broken anymore, I don't want to be hurt anymore, I don't want to cry anymore

crap crap crap

2009-07-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

I have the urge to write alottttttt of things abot my so callled wonderful lyff..
but sadly..i'm running out of timee..i've gt to start on my revisionn..this isn't de state i want 2 b in noww!

~still trying to figure out where i wen wrongg..hw did my lyf turn frm wonderful to horrible in jus a few dayss...

tiggerrr

2009-06-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

i finallyyyy met de deariesss.....!!!!!!!! n it felt greattt....we finally gt 2 spend quality timee.. n it really made mi realize hw much i missed themm.. n we manage 2 update each other on everythinn... n den den den..we wen 2 our usuall placee...n tokedd n tokeddd bt bt bt bt...de main highlight was my present 4 my b'day!!!!!!!!!!...omgg...i love it...its de bez present i gt tis yearr...even betta den wad my mum gt mii... tk u sooo much u guyss... i luv u alll lyk hellll!!!!... they gt mii a hugeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tiggerr..seriouslyyy...hugeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i took many picss of itt...bt kinda lazy 2 upload all de pics nw..i shall update soonn..bt until denn..feast ur eyes on de 1 pic aboveee... it was soo much funn..we wen 2 macs n ended up makin fun of all de old ppl tat we saww..hahaha..i noee..its kinda meann..bt..we had funn.. after meetin them n wen i was goin bac hme alonee..it really made mi think alott.. i dun anythin or any1 elsee.. as long as i gt them n my family there 4 mii..tats all i would eva need in lyf.. they would neva let mii give up.. they r always there 2 encourage mii n catch mii wen i fall.. its really hard 2 get frens lyk tis..i'm lucky i gt them.. i dun think any1 cn evaa replace themm:)

poaaaa

2009-05-28T20:32:00.000-07:00

yayyyyyyyy!!!!!
sooo...i've gt naresh as my poa teacherr...tks 2 vimiiiii!!!!
naresh is a A1 person in poaaa...
in contrast too miiii!!!!...whuu gt a f9...

i shouldd be studyinn..i should b studyinnn...
i should nt b blogginn here...!!
kk..gtggg...

mid summer

2009-05-26T07:07:00.000-07:00

All de ladies tat wenn 4 de showw:)

mii n fithriiiiii

i lykk tis picc:)

mid summer nites was awesomee!!..

i'm currently very very tiredd..

i've gt lots of sayy..

abot midsummer,my head is 15cm..haha..n prank calls r super funn!!

n n n...lyf is treatinn mii really reallyy well...

i prayy tat tis will stay de sameee..

i've still gt tons od pics to uploadd..bt 4 nww..

jus tis 3..shall upload de rest 2moroww...:)

vimii

2009-05-22T05:52:00.000-07:00

Soooooooo...2 day after a really really longg timee..i mett vimiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
godd..i missedd her sososososososossoooooo muchh..
vimii is really some 1 i really depend on 4 advicee..she's somehow jus lyk an older sis..
i luv her loadss..
we tokedd..alottt...seriouslyyy...
n laughed alottt..haha..well..ii didd..
vimii was probably laughin at hw clumsy i am..eatin my applepieee..
hmm..she really gave me alot of advicess n i gaver her somee..haha..
n she was tellin everythin abot her lyff..den i told her everythinn..
hmmm..it as jus lyk old timess..
i enjoyed meetin her 4 lunchh..it was soso worth itt..

Other thann tatt...godd..2morow is de playy..
need 2 dress up super fancyy..
i'm meetin fithri n mel at 12.30..
damnn!nw i hav 2 wake up at 9.30 in de mornin 2 start gettin readii
i can't waitt!!!

2009-05-19T20:57:00.000-07:00

OMG!
I SOOO TOTALLY FORGOT THAT MY F&N PRACTICALS 4 O'LEVEL IS 2MOROW!

i'm off to practice my cookingg..

n n n n n n n n n...
i've officially deactivated my facebook a/c..i dun see any use in itt...
i'm gonna delete my friendster soonn tooo..
cause seriouslyy..
those 2 networks r nt worth it at all...
i seriously dun need more frens
i've alreadii gt enough drama in my lyf:)

p.s:i meant tat in a gd wayy...ii luv de dramaa..

2009-05-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

when u loved the one who was killing u,it left you no options,If life was all you had to give,how could you not give it?If it was someone u truly loved?

Life sucks, and then u die.

dian dian dian!

2009-05-19T01:51:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!...ii sooooo cannot get 60% 4 my dearr mujii's testt k...

1st of all...her fav colour is green sooo...i assumed she mus have lots of greenn clothes..though she has black too..bt sstilll!!!...i've seen her in green soo many timess k..nextt..in my mind i knew de correct course...bttt...in de question i goo press de wrong buttonn...hw numb cn my brain gett!!..sooo...i'm actually suppose 2 get 100%...

diann..u create another testt..comfirm 101%...haha..

i'm sooooooo sryy diannn...i'm nt a gd frenn at all:'(

forgivee mii

hmm..other than tat...mii,binu n himaleee were super scared 2 day..after our sci practical..we watched tis scary moviee..omgg..
de name is martyr..i think soo..seriiouslyy..omgg..de gurl in de moviee is crazyy..

binu was coverin her earr..mii my eyes n himalee her mouth..haha..

we looked lyk de 3 monkeys..haha..

omgg..super crazyy..i still hav de chills..

sooo after de moviee..

we started readin gay love comics..hahahahaha..

its soooo freakin funnii la...we were laughin our asses off..ii diddn't noee their luv was sooo intimade...

i really felt sry 4 de gurl gayy..i mean seriousllyy..

hw many guys plan on rapin her..

anywayss..i seriouslyy laughed alott 2 day at skooll..we were makin fools out of ourself..

well...2 morows a holiday..i donoo hw i'm gonna spend it

probably off 2 far east wif mel 4 dress shoppin...

n n n n n n n

mid summer nites dream is tis sat..
i've gt 2 get myself a dress..

need 2 b fancy pancy:)

toodles:)

p.s:sry dian:(

2009-05-17T04:47:00.000-07:00

soooooooo...i finallyyy found de picss tat i took of my b'day presentss..they r frm mel,debbie,demii n binuu n umaa...tk u alll veryyyy veryyy muchhh 4 de wonderful giftss...

n a special tks 2 mel...4 de most wonderful card evaa..n 2 amandaa..whu actually remembered tat it was my b'dayy..i'll treasuree it 4 evaaaaaaaa...i luv ya guyss alottt..u guys hav been greatt frenss:)

well...i wen jb ytdd n omgg..it was superr crowdedd..

de car was barely movinn...n den we wen off 2 eattt..

n we wen 2 city square n found de shop tat selss 5 ringgat cd

n i bough abott 12+ cdss..

n my cuzzie boughts another 10+ cdss..hahaha..

nw i can't wait 4 de hols 2 startt..i'm gonna watchh everythinnnnnnnnnnn...!

godd poa paper 2 is 2morowww...

n i've onii looked through my tradin acc...haha..

i'm sooo nt passin

mind over bodyy

2009-05-14T03:52:00.000-07:00

maths paper 2 screwed mi upside down:(

i'm currently pissed of with those 2 faced backstabbin bitches n bustards..

nextt..
i'm nt some entertainin person or a joker tat u can call wen u r bored n get entertainedd..
its nt lyk i'm interested in tokin wif u in de 1st placee..
u cn go 2 de deepest pit of hell 4 all i caree..
or u cn go fcuk those gurls i hate
i hop u get aids n diee:)

nextt..
to tis gurll..
if u r goin 2 goo ard his backsitee...
by all meanss..goo aheadd..
jus dun expect us 2 go wif uu..
doo u even noee the true meain of friendship 1st of all..
or is too hard 4 u 2 understandd..
u dun ignoree ur frenss wen u've gt ur guy beside uu..
n den cum crawlin bac 2 them wen he's gonee..or u guyss end up fightinn..
wen will u realize tat he's nt after whu u really are..bt instead on ur facee..

seriousllyyy..
there's lyk tons n tonss on my mind nw..lots of questionss?wif no ans...yet
is tis really de lyf tat i wan?
am i really gonna b happi wif him?does he care 1st of all?
tons n tonss more questionss...

..nw tat exams r overr n i've gt a few mins 2 thinkk..all tis questions cum flowin down frm no where..

i need 2 find ans soonn..or else i'm gonna go crazy..

memoriess

2009-05-08T01:23:00.000-07:00

okk..seriouslyy..all tis couples sharin blogs 2 getherr is really makin mii sickk..noo..its nt tat i'm jealouss..plss..i'm de last person 2 get jealous..

i'm more disgusted..

i saw tis blog jus nw..de 2 couples were sharin a blogg..

n seriouslyy..wthh..

its sososososoo freakin disgustinn..

all de lovey doveyyy things u typee..

goshh..hw cn ppl even type all tis outt..

i would rather kill my self than type smth lyk tat n den even postt it..godd..

anywayss..sososo totallyyy disgustedd..

ii ratherr see public display of affectionn..

at least tat goes by..tis stuff actually stayss..n u cn c it anytime u wann..

on a lighterr noteee..

both dian n fatin blogged abot hw much they miss all of uss..

bt omggg..

i miss dian,iqah n fatinn truck loadss...

i miss u guysss sosososososoososososososososososososoosososososososososososososososososooooo muchhh..

way way moreee...

i can't waittt 2 c u ppll!!!!!!!!!!...

there lyk 100001 things 2 tell u guyss..n 2 actually c u ppl in personn..

godd i can't waittt!!!..

hmm..2day was a funnii dayy..

all de printers in de lib decided 2 gang up on me..

n diddn't wan 2 print my f&n..which was due by 12..

n by de time i started printin..it was alreadii 11.30..

n den wonderfull mdm lily..saidd tat de printerss dun lyk mii..wthh...

n she threaten 2 slapp mii all seii..woww..ii was soo 'scared'...haha..

n den it seemed,it was actually her faultt..den she asked me if i wanted 2 slap her since i was nt at fault...haha..

seann was hintin mii frm behind 2 goo 4 itt..haha..

n came himalee..she helped mii print most of de workk n den claimed tat cause of her onii de printers were workin againn..wadevaa himall:)...n denn 4 chemm..godd..mi n himalee were soo scared 2 enter de roomm..we knew we were goin 2 b screwed upside down 4 bein soso super latee..

bttt..tk godd..she wasn't there..

yay!!

tat was all cause mii himalee..nt u:D..

n den in de buss..hahahaha..

hmm..i lazy 2 type wad happenn..

bt yeaa..

*twitch *twitch..hehe

pre

2009-05-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

hmm..

to tis some1..
if u want 2 tok 2 herr..by all meanss goo n tok 2 her...stop pretendin thatt u hate her tooo..
u dun hav 2 lie 2 mii
stop tryin 2 tell me gd things abt her..i'm seriously nt interested
u hav every rite 2 tok 2 any1 u wan..
i won't b angry at all..
jus dun put on a mask plss

2009-05-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

YESS YESS...i'm baccc...

n i'm sosososooo happii..

indiaaaa wass sooooooo...........hot!!!

freakin hottnesss...

i took lots of picss..bt dun laughh ppll..

i look lyk a typical indian in de indian costumess..

strickk rulesss..

i can't wear jeans,shorts or t-shritss..

its lyk prohibitiedd..

anywayss..i only have a few pics wif me nw...

de rest of de pics r in my digi cam..

i shall upload de rest soonnn..

de pics r kinda suckyy..i dun think i look nice in itt..

btt..freakin sanjay n pinkyy r irritatin de livin souls out of me..

soo here r de picss..

2009-04-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

i'm bloggin in de airplanee nw ppl!!!!!!!!!yay me!!!!my mum brought her laptop wif herr...godd bless herr!
soooo..i'll b bloggin every single day abot my trip....

planee's takin offf

be sure 2 wave at me frm ur windowssss...:)

indiaaaaiishh

2009-04-23T22:37:00.000-07:00

Well in exactly 7 hours i'll b flyin away 2 indiaaaaa...
ii sososososooo can't waittt.
i've missedd indiaa..n de cuzzies thereee..
i miss my grandmother de mostt..
ii super can't waitt..y can't time flyy nw!

On de otherr handd..
i would miss de ppl heree too..
i would miss de deariess..
n himalee,fithri n binuu
n of course demii n mel!..
n nt forgettin ravin
n of coursee..de person i would miss de mostt....rajj..
hmm..i wonderr if he would miss me..?
well..he bettaa:)

anywayss...surprise surprisee!!
tat person(civil defence) msged mii..i was kinda shockedd..
here's de thingg..
if u fuckin wana noe if she's singlee...u should jus fuckin add her in friendster n ask her 4 ur self..
insteadd of irritatin de freakin soul out of mii..!
pls!i've gt betta things 2 do than spy 4 uu..after all... whu r fcuk r u 2 me?

Other than tatt........

GOODBYEE WORLDDD..
HELLOOOOOO FANTASYY.....

mathss n pornn

2009-04-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

haha...2day was lyk a funni dayy...
2 day wen we were havin ss..suddenly gt announcement by mr raj askin all of us 2 proceed to our hmeroomss...n we were all lyk 'wad happen? wad happen?'..
n archiee was all excited tat he gets 2 skip mathss..haha..
i was all excited abot skippin poaa...yayyy!!!...
n den ms ang came n told us tat there was a porn goin ard of students frm our skoolll...haha...
wthh la...
denn we gt de responsibilityy tok frm herrr...
n den we had maths xtra class...
haha...
superr duperr funniii
binu,me,mel n debbie were officially goin crazyy..haha...
lemon mujii..hahahahahaha..
n btw...tks sabinaa 4 de heart attackk..
she wanted 2 scare binuu..bt woww..i was de 1 wif de heart attackk..

2009-04-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

Tears are lyk flowin lyk crazyyyy here!!!

as i typee...i finally realize everythin was a big fat fuc*in liee!!!

i knew it was tooo gd 2 b trueee..

my hands r shakinn..i should hav expected thiss..

y am i tearinn..is it really worth it..

my tears r worth muchh more thann thiss..

i cry 2 day 4 de things tat happened jus 5 mins agoo..

alsoo 4 a lost of a beautiful friendship jus causee we had 2 suspect herr..

i cryy causee ii miss her soso muchh..

i cry causeee things will neva b de sameee..

i cry 4 lettin amaran n dinesh gooo..

i cry 4 thinkin tat they were de wrong 1s..

i cry 4 bein so stupid tat i had 2 b stuck in tis skool tis year too..

i cry 4 makin de same mistakes over n over againn..

wenn will i evaa learnn..

fatin,dian n iqah..i dun noe if u remember tat i told u all... u should slap me if i get excited over a guyy..

nww..plss doo!

2009-04-21T18:20:00.001-07:00

Sooo muchh happiness n tearss tat i wan 2 let outt

but sadlyy,every1 is lyk missin in actionnn..

n here i am left to vent out my feelings all by myselff..

even my frens r too bz 2 actuallyyy listennn n b there 4 mii..
itss alriteee..ii gett itt!
they've gt their lyfs tooo..

jus u n miii

2009-04-20T02:13:00.000-07:00

heyyyyy youuu pplll..
long time since i blogged

My b'day was a blasttttttt...i absolutely luv every1 whu camee..
n de surprisess tat some gaveee...lyk a long lost frenn whu i can't even remember came up n shocked mii 2 death..my very own kindergarden frenn..haha..i still rememberr..i use 2 cry wen i was in k1..n she use 2 wipe my tearss..n share her biscuit wif mii..haha...tat is called true friendshipp..n i absolutely luv herr...n i took 109 pics!!!!!nt kiddingg..i'm seriouss..bt as we all noee..i'm kinda lazy 2 actually upload n edit n post itt...will post soonnnnnn...

welll...alottt has happenedd..
i luv de lyf tat i'm living riteeee nww..hopp it stays de samee
i've gt perfectt gradess..
perfect frensss
perfrect familyy..
n nw..newlyyy..........
a perfect crushh..hehe..

So..i noeee...mii n deariess hav yet 2 meet upp..
soo here's de scoopp..
he's name is raj..he's a year older and he's frm sp...
tats all abott him 4 nw..will update on de rest wen we meettt...

Next,i've been reading the book eclipse..
n after reading tat i guess i wan 2 aplogize 2 tis guyy..
i nw realize tat its sorta my fault too tat u fell 4 mii..
if i weren't so close 2 u..tat wouldn't hav happenedd..
i should hav neva tok 2 u:(
i'm sryy..i neva meant 2 hurt u
i hopp u find some1 whu luvs u bac jus de samee

hmm..other than tat..
i'll b flyin off 2 indiaaaa soonnn..
aunts weddingg..can't waitt..i'm lyk superr excitedd..
its been ages since i saw de cuzzie wuzziess...
i'll b bac on 2nd mayy...dun miss mii too muchhh

wellllll....gtggggg...beauty and de geek is on..

toodlesss

b'dayy

2009-04-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

Today was suppose 2 b a fun fun hyper dayy..bt yett..

i realized an awful truthh....smth tat i was too immatured to realize last timee...

Secondlyy...ii finally felt the family burdenn..the pain my mother goes through every single dayy...

In a wayy..tis b'day has been a eye opener..

in 2 hours i'll b 17...bt ii will definitely nt b de samee..

finally april yeaaa

2009-03-31T18:15:00.000-07:00

So wadd a weekkk...

starting of..4 more days to my b'day!!yeaaa...

okk..soo 2day is april foolss..n wow nicola really tricked mi n binu by giving us oreo filled with toothpaste!wtf la...lucky i diddn't swallow..haha...bt poor binuu swallowed everything..hahaha..poor gurll..i wan revenge nicola!!!!

n denn i played a prank on ravin ytd..i told him i was goin 2 his skool 4 a talk which i would be giving..n he gt excited n stuff..he was sayin tat mayb he might get a chance to see each other n stuff..hahaha...i was laughin my ass off here...sooo anywayss..i told him at the endd...n haha...he was super duper embarassed..haha..he's still de samee..

Next,2 tis personn...plss la k...unlyk u whu sits at hme doin nth n also claimin tat u r goin 2 study n do ur private o's..bt yet i c u goofin arddn stuff...hmm..waddevaa k..all i can say is..i dun hav de timee.. unlyk u..i've gt to concentrate on o's..and so tat is y unlyk u i can't go to the gym..n flant my NEW body ard..or i can't take pics after pics..understnad!..dun u cme n tell me tat if i wan i can make de timee..plss..if i could make timee i wouldn't go wasting my lyf away takin pics n hangin ard LYK U..use it 4 useful stuff woman!...ur almost an adultt..nooo..adultt..u r lyk freakin 23 n yett..takin o's wif mi..isn't tat kinda pathetic!dun u think soo..doo some self-reflection plss..

nextt,all guyss..r all guys suddenly pmsin or smth?...goddd...wads up wif all de mood change seii..goo n diee la...especially 2 tis guyy...i hop u diee a slow deathh..i still donoo wad de hell u r thinkinn..wads up wif the mix siganlss..r u a retard or smthh..did u really get into tat polyy..u dun sound lyk some1 whu is smart enough to go there..u dun even noee simple english words..plss..my 1 year old cuzin noes betta words than u..u r more of a road sweeper kinda guyy..noo waitt..road sweepers r betta...they help keep s'pore cleann..i think u r moree of a object that takes up the space in tis world..

haizz..

i'm jus lettin outt everythin insidee..bearr wif mii ppll..

on a lighter note...fatinnn..i'm happi 4 u if u r happii..screw bois yea!:)

nnn diann..i miss u mujii..faster cme bac plsss..

iqahh...see ya soonn:)...stop sprawlinnn at hmee:)

sryy de weird eng...i'm typin super fast here..

P.S:NOT TOKIN ABOT ANYTHIN OR ANY1 ELSE..UNLESS UR NAME STARTS AND END WITH AN 'A'

2009-03-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

hahaha...wad a day wad a dayy!!!!
i had lots of fun wif li yun creating a poem on leopardsss...haha...dun askk..
i'll post de poem soonn...

on a more interesting notee...
i jus gt a call frm rajen!!!omggg
heart attack laa
ii was soo shocked...i was blinking so many times making sure i gt de correct name...
so we toked 4 a whilee..he sounded differentt
n he was lyk..'oh shall..u sound diff...i've missed u..bla bla bla...'
haha...wel it was nice toking to himm

n also...diann...i noe wad u r goin through gurll..i'm here 4 u...i told u it was too gd to b true...bt yeaa..its nt ur fault dearr..
call mii if u need a listenin ear..kisses

i was boredd

2009-03-08T22:41:00.000-07:00

Yes,tats mee...some guyy is actually drawin miii...haha

So pinky tagged mii..well here it iss......

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

hatred, and i would probably wana cut his dickk(:

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

living in a palace,wearin a crown n bossin ppl around

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

At terminal 3 wif de rest of the family

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

No,nt really...i noee wad i wann..

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

Funny,swt,carin n able to keep up wif mii

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

bein luved by some1

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

Well..if he luvs mii bac..den all de timee ii can gett

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

I would move on n hop he has a happi lyf

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Nopp..i'm mostly happi nowadayss

#10. What do you want most in life?

A good lyf wit no sadness n tearss

#11. Is being tagged fun?

Sometimess it can get quite irritatinn

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

successful, n having 1 child n a handsome,carin husband

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?

Me,myself n I...n of course my family n frenss

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

A idiot whu says de wrong thing n at de wrong time...bt a very lovable n swt person who is very hard to hate

#15. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

Married n richh

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?

A jus born puppy

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?

Smokingg n gettin addicted to drugss..

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?

I'm a carin,swt gurll

#19. What do you define as a bad day?

A day having pe at skooll

good old timess

2009-03-06T22:24:00.001-08:00

Soooooo...i wass lookin bac too all my old comments is my friendsterr n i can't help bt wonder hw much things hav changedd..hw much i've changed...de oni thing tats still de same is tat my frens n i r still close as eva n still best frenss..even though some hav leftt..de 4 of us hav stayed close n well..we will stay closee..n de other thing tat has nt changed is out craziness..

lyk..diann,fatin n i were obessed wif gangsterism 4 a whileee..
we had our own gangs..dian was -0 and i was 1/2 n fatin was 1/4..hahahaha...
goooood timesss..

anywayss..things will always stay de sameee...
other den tatt..

i'mm off to sun-tec(:(:(:..
toodless..

fun dayy

2009-03-06T01:10:00.000-08:00

heyyy..
well as u c,i've gt new blog skinnn...alll thanks to NAZ!!
tk u so much dearr..for ur timee..
owwe u big timee..

So anywaysss..my day was super funn..i met dian 2day n yaa..meetin her is always funn..we wen 2 do threadinn n woww..dian gt so scred after hearin the sound of the thread...den wen it was her turn n wen she was actually doing threadin..she looked soo brave and calm,i was really impressed..if it was me..i would be screamin n twitchin awayy..bt she was really calm..tats wat i thoughtt untilll.....we came out frm the shop n i saw hw red her face was n she was tearing!!hahahaha...soo much 4 bein brave..bt i couldn't take a pic cause i was trying to get all de hair out of her facee..n was showing dian all the bangla at tekkaa..haha..i noe dian has a crush on a few of them..haha..
soooo after tat..we took a train down to boon keng n ate at KFC..haha..tats where all de non-sense startedd..
we bought some food..n woww diann i told de guy to take away so that no need to keep the tray later..bt diann woww..wanted de trayy..den we sat ate,drank bla bla....
den hmm..actualy i'm nt suree hw...bt we started tokin abot indiaa..haha..denn..suddenly moved on 2 our husbandss..haha..i'm MRS RAIN,dian is MRS SUNSHINE,fatin is MRS MOON and iqah is MRS STAR..hahahaha..acutally i'm super tired so i'm jus summarisin heree..lazy to write detail abot hw de conversation startedd cause some of it is kinda privatee..

well..tats abott it i guess..i had a super fun time wif diann..i laughed lyk hell... till my mouth and stomach hurtss..

world maths dayy

2009-03-03T02:40:00.000-08:00

well..guess wadd..i've been chosen 2 represent my skool 2 participate in worlds maths competition and literature competition..ii noeeeeee...i'm deeply shocked toooo..

anyways my maths competition starts in 23 minutes...

wish mii luckk..ii seriously need it..

2009-03-01T20:55:00.000-08:00

okkk..soo i noee tat i have nt been bloggin...i've jus been super bz wif alot of stuff..
a couple of unfogettable moments...
we celebrated dearest mujii's b'day..hop u lyk de present(:
other than tat..hmm..well..demii broke my hand!:(
tat evil gurll broke my hand..tks demiii..
hmm..denn..skool is really startin 2 bug mii..de earliest i reach hme is at 6.30..woww

denn...i did see kavita again..hmm..well..noo comments..
i really am lost for words..
its really amazing hw ppl change in jus 2 years..
n i really do feel guilty cause part of it is my fault...
if i had cared for her more,probably she wouldn't have end up lyk de kavii nw..
hmm..hw selfish cn i get!ARGH!

k movinn on..
i've made gd frens here too..i suddenly realize hw much i have been depending on dian,fatin n iqah..i mean de whole of last year...they were my oni frens n i diddn't bother to open up my circle..n nw..after they r gonee..i'm suddenly left all alonee...at least thats wat i thoughtt
nw almost de whole class are my frenss..i get along wif everyone..
n somehw i go to recess wif diff ppl everyday..n i luv it..i really gt to noe other ppl..n nw i've gt a new circle in skool..and they consist of debbie,demi,mel and binu and himalee..nt exactly de coolest bunch..bt whu cares..they make mii laugh lyk hell..n there's always mel..she n i bitch abot almost every1..n den there's joanna always listenin to my rants and wants..n of course binu n himalee..i dun think there's some1 i trust more..n seriously..i tell them everythinn..n we gossip n bitch abot everythin..frm de uncle sweepin de floor to the lady sellin food..haha..well..n there's amanda frm 5n..my library bestie..we crap lyk hell..n run away frm mdm lily oso..haha..its super funn..i dun give a crap abot other ppl..n well..my lyf is simple nw..bt its probably de bez 1 i've had..except for the fact that i miiss dian,fatin n iqah alottt...trust mii u guyss..u have no idea..btt..i do hope after all out studies n stuff..we cn fullfill our dream of openin a cafe/restaurant/boutique(:

well..tats it i guess..debbie is buggin mii here..gtgggg..

here are some pics tat i took over de months...

damn!

2008-12-31T02:09:00.001-08:00

n ii donoo y...bt i'm absolutely in luv wif tis pictureess!

skool starts in abott 30 more hours!!

n for de very first time in all my lyf..i'm enterin it witout my frens;(

Well..tis is part of lyf ii guess..

i've gt to learn to stop always dependin on my frens,they gt their lyfs too.

n every mistake ii did,ii actually really learned frm it

n u noee this moment shall pass on too

after all..the journey is still goin on..i've nt reached my destination

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ME!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO FATIN,DIAN N IQAH
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERY1 ELSE

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THE FAMILY!

heyyyy

2008-12-31T01:55:00.000-08:00

heyy....lyk the new templatee...ii'm absolutely luvin it!
BUT ITS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!!!
I'M KINDA LOST HERE!

i'm heart-broken

2008-12-02T01:39:00.000-08:00

I hate stayin at hme..ytd was definitely a memorable day!!!i'm nt sayin tis in a happi way!Lets jus say some ppl dun noe wen 2 keep their mouth shut causin it 2 end in a big big huge fight which made every1 angry n sadd..haixx..y did they hav 2 cme in de 1st place..they should hav stayed there it will make all of us happy n there would nt hav been tis prob..nw i feel uneasy stayin at hme..!

anywayss..bacc 2 y i wanted 2 blogg

I saw tis certain gurl's blog 2day n gosh it really made my day!!i was laughin my ass off!!seriouslyy..bt wad i dun get is..she's oni 13+1 n she's alreadii tokin abot unforgettable memories wif her fren n emoin abott lyf..i mean seriouslyy..u r still young..n besides its nt lyk u r neva eva gona c ur frens anymore..u r still in de same skool as them..pls!even i hav nt started emoin....... n my frens r de 1 leavin!!n abot lyff..she's still young,i dun understand y she has so much drama in her lyf..wen i was her age i was lyk some free butterfly laughin n enjoyin my self..until i became 16 n tat butterfly stated dyinn slowlyy..seee..i've gone bac 2 myself..soo anywayss..yaa..i dun get her..bt whu am i 2 tok abot lyf wen mine is goin nowhere..

ii miss de gurlls:'(

i miss goin outt!

ii miss de cuzzie

ii miss my classmates

ii miss skool!(can't believe i said tat)

ii wish i was anywhere in de world except at my hse!

i say house because nw its nt a home

a home is a place where its filled wif happiness

n well it really isn't..so

its jus a pathetic HOUSE

2008-11-15T19:38:00.000-08:00

a picture speaks a 1000 words..
i'll leave de pic 2 tokk
I absolutelyyy lovee themm..
[more pics to be uploaded]

2008-11-12T23:13:00.000-08:00

Soooooooo de hols hav lyk finally started!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
abott timeee

mugginn!

2008-09-12T04:26:00.000-07:00

So much has been goin through on my mind..ii cn jus feel my brain shoutin 4 help beggin mii 2 stop thinkin abot all tis unnecessary stuff..bt still..ii can't help it!!ii noe lyf goes on..bt ii need time 2 accept de fact tat she's nt gonna b there anymore.....n to think tat ii actually believed everythin she said...forgett it!

well..i've been studyin lyk crazy 4 tis whole weekk..i'm serious ppl!!i'm really studyinn..n i've gt no guy on my mind.n it feels grreatttttttttttttttttt!!!:):):)ii seriously jus wana concentrate on my finals n get my ass promoted next yearr..n get de hell out of tis sucky skooll...n n n...dian,mi,fatin n iqah hav decided to open a cafe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yes ppll..we r openin a cafe in orchard!n denn..we r gonna buy penthouses on de same floor..n live rite next 2 each otherrr..yayy us!!we alreadii drew everythin outt..n even decided where we were goin 2 print out our name cards..haha..ii noee..we were jus really high on chocolatess tat dayy..well puasa has started n my deariess r fastinnn..n i'm fastin wif them toooooooooooooooooooo...a bitt...other den de occasional swts..hehe..bt ii promise 2 fast properly wif them frm next weekk..other den tatt........nth muchh..my exams start in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my f&n coursework is due monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!n ii froze 2 death 2day in de hall..My frens warned mii to bring a jacket...bt wow..i thought ii was some super woman whu cn adapt 2 de climate..bt hell nooooooooo!!n soo..ii ended up feezin in de hall while i was doin my tamil prelims..yeapp

other dennn tattt...watt elseeeeeeeeeeeeeee.........nth muchh actuallyy...tats it ppll..gotta gooo..grey's anatomy in on(:

cya

Neva take some1 4 granted

because u might wake up one day

and realize tat u lost a diamond

while you were busy collecting stones

I don't give any reason

for anyone to hate mii

they create their own drama

out of pure stupidness

sadness strikes

2008-09-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

I'm so sick and tired of acting like I'm fine because truthfully, I'm not.
I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one
person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend,
my everything.. and you ruined it all in that moment. And I acted like it
didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't think it did...but the tears are here and
I now realize that it hurt more than anything in the world.

aS i LO0k tHrU tHeSE piCtUrEz i sTaRt t0 ->cry<-
CuZ iMm FiNaLLy ReAliZiNg _t i M e S_fLy by `
i Can pLAn FoR thE fUtUrE, bUt i cant .c h a n g e. ThE PaSt
ii jUSt wiiSh sOmE oF thE FriEnDsHiPs wouLd’ve *l a S t*

How do I say goodbye to what we had,
the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad,
I thought we'd get to see forever, but forevers gone away -
it's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

....dissapointment..de 1 person whu wasn't suppose 2 break mii actually broked mii..

boredom

2008-08-31T23:14:00.000-07:00

1)Stella
2)Dian
3)Fatin
4) iqah
5) mark
6) ravin
7) tiash
8) vimi
9) soohanya
10) kavita

whu is no.6 having relationship with?wif his gurlfrenn[fiqa]

Is no.9 male or female?female

If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?haha...nooooooooo....

What is no.2 studying?goin 2 do her o'level soon

When was the last time you had a chat wid no.3?on de phone wif her nw

Does no.1 have any siblings?yupp..1 small bro

What kind of music does no.8 like? mostly sad songs

Will you woo no.3? haha...hellooooooo....her bf will probablyy kill mii

How about no.7? hehe..ii alreadii did

Is no.4 single? yupp

What is no.5's surname? sekaran

What is no.4's hobby?playin basketball,soccer

Do no.5 and 9 get along? they dun even noe each otherr

Where is no.10 studying?in my skool...in my class

say something casual abt no.1:she's 0ne of my bez frens:)

Have you tried developing feelings for no.5?ermm...ii alreadii do hav

Where does no.9 live?senkang

What colour does no. 2 like?green!!!

Are no.1 and 5 best of friends?haha...nahhh..bt they do get along greatt

Does no.9 hav any pets?nopp

Is no.7 the sexiest person on earth? haha...ii really dun wana ans tat..

What is no.10's favourite line?she always sayss...'wtf'

do u hav crush on no.6? NOO!!!!nevaa...he's more of a bro

Does no.8 find you funny?haha...lets jus sayy..she starts laughin everytime she sees mii

Will no.5 marry you?haha..wellllll..time shall decide

No.9 and no.4 is drowning who will you save? (only one)?no.4

Express no.2 in one word?crazyy:)

do you think no.3,4 and 5 will be by ur side for life?onii 3 andd 4...5....well..ii hopp he will

Wat if no.10 and no.6 gets married?haha..ii will b laughin my ass of at their weddin..its lyk 2 diff world gettin 2gether..

Do you love no.8?yupp..lyk a sistaa

hw abt no.5?....ii really donoo...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~END~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-08-30T05:57:00.000-07:00

DIAN!MEET POLICE GUY!HOTTIE!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

wad a dayyyyy...

n i donooo if i should b happii or sadd..

hmmm...thinkinn in processsssss........................

i'm lyk super confusedd..

bt in totall..it was a funnii dayy..

n i'm super tiredd..

tired lyk hell..after walkin around de whole of queenstown..

hmm..more info said soonn:)

btw,ii mett some1 really interestin 2 dayy..haha..tis guy actually has 2 phones..one 4 msgin n another 1 4 answerin calls...hahahahahahahahaha...

its hottie's frenn..haha

betrayal

2008-08-28T03:17:00.000-07:00

You cn stand there and smile,you cn sit there and laugh
bt you can't trick mii..i noe its a mask.
You're tryin 2 lie 2 mii and everyone else
bt why is it,you r lyin 2 ur self?
You cn calmly sit there and try 2 look cool
bt i noe ur emotions,i noe u r thinkin
u were a fool
i noe inside u, ur feelings rage,the suspense builds wit
a turn of a page.
By day u r one person,bt nite another
and neither of them hav anythin 2 do wif each other.
i watch u sink further frm ur heart
and all of this jus tears mii apart.
I sit here and cry for you,nt for mii
wad u become,i wish u could see
No words i could use to help mi explain wad it does 2 mii to see u hurt
bt wad hurt most was tat
you were nt here 4 mii anymore dear fren..

Dian and Fatin...
nextt time i get all excited over guyy..
Make sure u guys slap mii as hard as possible in de face
and tell mi nt 2 trust everyone easily..
and remind mii hw hurtful it was 4 mii today

Memories that neva fade

2008-08-27T03:23:00.000-07:00

okk..sooo..ii donoo..why bt ii thinkk tat i wan 2 blog abot tis person..ii dun wana write de name..ppl whu noe mii would probably noe whu i'm tokin abott..well..jus tat..ii suddenly realize hw much i miss her after bumpin into her a couple of times in skooll 2dayy..n everytime i see her..de oni thing tat comes to my mind is de quote tat says 'its sad when ppl u know become ppl u knew'

n i can't help bt realize hw true de quote is..its sad when a friendship that was build over 4 years could jus break into pieces jus cause of some guyy..n de worst/funniest part is..i dun even noe wad de hell its abott..it jus shows hw much our friendship meant to her..mayb there's more to it..bt tis was wad i heard..if there's more..den y nt jus cum up 2 mii n tell mii de freakin prob!

bt if she really was willin 2 break it cause of a guy..den to hell wif her...

bt....after everythin she's been through wif mii..ii jus can't b angry at her..

bt..ii did learn whu my true frens were..de 1's whu cam n neva left..

okkkkk...enough of emoinn..

i n mark sekaran were on de phone 4 2hrs!!!!!!!!

2 hrs ppl!!!!

hahaha...okkk...tat was random..

Anywayss...to another dearr frenn..

no matter wadd..i'm still by ur side..

always:)

hopp u realize it

toodles:D

love n kisses:)

2008-08-21T05:29:00.000-07:00

wellllllllllllllllllllllllll...2 day was a soso dayyy...
mi n mark sekaran r offcially flirtin!!!haha...jus kiddinn
bt we are msginn...
welll..2day i had 2 do a very hard thing.smth which i've been delayin 4 a very long time cause ii was actually really scared...bt u gotta confront ur fears..
soo anywaysss..
ii didd some confrontation wif de dear frenn,,it diddn't really go out as hw we planned..
bt i guess its solved...we really hope she changes..
n lyk wadd dian said in her blog..
true frens r nt oni there 4 u wen u r happi or sad..they r there 4 u at times wen u need them de mostt toooo..
ii jus hop she realizes that we will neva treat her differently..ii mean tell mii..whu is perfect??
Everyone has flaws...de gd thing is u've gt greatt frenss 2 point it out 2 u n try correctin it..
well..ii donoo abot other ppll..
bt ii gt wonderful frens..
whu noes exactly wad i'm thinkin..n wad i'm goin 2 do
they noe wen i'm sad..wen i'm hapi.jus by lookin at my faceee:)
n they oso noe wen i wan a guy's number....hahahahahahahaahahahaha

well..tats abott it...
other den tat..
i'm guess some ppl r jealous abot de msgs..
all i cn say is TOOOOO BADDDDDDD!!!!

DREAMS DO CME TRUE..

2008-08-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

DREAMS DO COME TRUE..IF U HAVE WONDERFUL FRIENDS WHU WILL MAKE IT COME TRUE!!!

OMG OMG..okk ii dun usually blog in de middle of de week..bt seriously..tis is sososososoo imp!!!

de most wonderfullest thing happened 2 mii 2 day...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

i'm lyk de happiest gurll alive..

n its all thanks to my dear FATIN N STELLA!!!

okk..sooo there's tis really really super hotttiee hot hottiee whu cmes 2 my skool 2 teach abot civil defence...he's frm de civil defence force...

soo yeaa..tis wed..ii showed whu he was to fatin n stell..

n they were sayin tat he's nt hot n stuff..

bt actually he is!!!!!!he's lyk shah rukh khann...reallyyy laa......sooooo anyways..after showin them ii wen 2 class..

n den after once class was overr..ii came 2 meet fatin n stell

n they were all excited..ii asked them why..n they told mii..they actually told hottie tat ii find him cute n gt his number 4 mii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ii diddn't believe them at 1st..bt den tat hottie walked past us n started smillin at mii n walked past 123456789 times..hahahahahaha..ii was all excitedd!!

den before they left..he waved!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!at mii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bt ii diddn't wave bac..ii noeeeeeeeee....egoism kills!!

bt ii was sooo meltinn

soo yea..we r kinda msgin each other nw..

de hottie has a name..n its mark sekaran...n he's 19!!!!!!!!!!!!cn u say hottieeeee hot hottiee....:):)

BUT NOT FORGETTIN TIASH.HE CMES 1ST!!!HONEST!!!!!!!

I ABSOLUTLEY LOVE STELLA N FATIN

n i'm really sadd..diann missed outt:(

bt its alritee..there's next week..

I MISSED YOU MY DEAREST MUJIII!!!LOVE YA MANY MANY:)

BETTA CME 2MOROW!!

2008-08-18T07:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARI!!!!!!!!
FINALLY HE'S 13...
:):)

three,three and three

2008-08-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:kau,kaushi and laroo

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:go shopping,bein wit frens and not really caring abot wad others think of u.

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33MINUTES: chatted wit tiash,chatted wit fatin and ate kinder bueno

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AS OF NOW:Bye Bye,forever and 0ne in a million

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:a laptop,a puppie and tis really cool necklace wif de letter K on it:)

THREE THINGS YOU LOVE IN A GUY/GIRL:humour,de way he smells and his swtness level.

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS:my cousinn,my aunts and my grandmotherr...........and my larooo?haha..happi nw

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:shopping,chatting and....swimming?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR NEXT YOURVACATION:rome,autralia and paris

THREE FAVORITE CARTOON/ANIME CHARACTERS:tigger,tigger and mayb winnie the pooh

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FASTFOOD:macs,KFC and long johns

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:ribena,ice lemon tea and peach tea

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:hp,powder and eye liner:)

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:pink,black and orange?

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:my whole entire family,my frens and my tigger

ii was boredd..soo ii copied it from my cuzziee:)

2008-08-15T03:44:00.000-07:00

And somehw,i've become tat gurll 2 some1:)

oK..soo tis pic was edited by kavita..all ii can say is....its de thought tat counts:)Well..i've been havin 1 hell of a week wif all de ca's..n finally monday it will all be over!!!i did really well so far..ii'm sosososososo gonna score for chem...maths.................................uhh..nvmm..haha..ii aced english too!AND AND...my sept 1 week hols is cumin soon..n guess whu i'll b spending it wit...........................hehe..jus tis special som1:)so dian,fatin n vimi had their o'level orals...gd luckk ppl!

Hmm...wad else has been goin on...nth muchh..my luv lyf has been improving..haha..

well tats it..ii gotta gooooooooo...ugly betty is abot to start:)

Toodless:)

dear frenn.....

2008-08-08T03:49:00.000-07:00

ii wiish ii could b a small gurll again.so tat.if i've gt a problem all i gt 2 do was hide behind my parents and they'll solve it!

bt sadly,wiishes dun cme true at times...

And eventually u grow up n face problems ur self:(

Firstly,tis dearr 1 fren whu has been on my miind tis whole week.She suddenly seems to b de topic of discussions.n its really been disturbin mii..i diddn't expect tis at all..of all ppl..its came as a shock to mii..even though so many ppl told mii abot tis last yearr..ii did nt even bothered 2 listen thinkin foolishly tat they were tryin 2 break our friendship.bt nw hearin it frm others whu mean de world to mii too really gt mii thinkinn..

tis fren has been there wen i cried my ass off,when ii gt my heart broken,when i laugh,when there's been rough times,when i'm happi,when i'm jealous,mad,when i'm crazy,when i'm down,when i'm pretty,when i'm ugly,she's been through everything wif mii bt nw

all tis thingss..n so my advice to tis fren..plss change..ii dun hate u bt at de same time i'm nt happi wif wat u r doin.if tis was 2 continue......................nooo..lets nt even go there...

So i dedicate this to you..........................

Friendship is the hardest thing in de world

Its nt something u learn in skool

but if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship

you really haven't learned anythin.

PLEASE STOP WIT THE stealing

2008-07-31T18:59:00.000-07:00

Hey ppl..sryy for nt bloggin..i noe its been ages..bt i've been really bz wit skool and stuff:)

anywaysss...2 some up tis week..wat a emotional week..ii finally realized those whu actually matter 2 mii..

Dian,fatin,stella and fiqa and ravinn and my dear cuzzie..

they are de 1's whu hav been there for mii wen ii needed them de mostt..

ii still remember last yearr wen i found out i gt retained..

they were de 1's there..

ii stil remember dian forcin food into my mouth in KFC..

n fatin followin mii all de way bac home:)

i still remember gurlls..

n ravin and wif de 1001 msgs every single dayy

without them ii dun think i'll b here nw

and my cousin wit de 1005 advices askin mi 2 move on

bt especially to the 4 gurls..

they hav stood by mii weneva i needed a shoulder n i promise them tat i'll b there 4 them no matter wad till the very end..

My legs hurtt:)

2008-07-18T02:58:00.000-07:00

WTH..ii can't upload the pics ii took!:(other then tat the day was spent well with my dearss..we wen to KFC and de pigs out of ourselves..and ii think tintin is nt feelin well..take care gurll!!!!Then after tat it was off to bugiss..fatin had to go meet up wif mr eka aka bro-in-law:)n fiqah had smth on at home ii thinkk..sooooo it was jus mii n my 2 mujii's..hehe..we went to bugis street to do a bit of shoppin bt..de clothes were nt really niicee...sooo we walked down to this fashion and dian n stella diddn't noe they had a 2nd flo0r..haha..smartt ppll:)and soo we walked n walked around bt still..noo niice clothess..bt finallyy diann made the trip worth it by buying herself a new shorts..DIAN U BETTER WEAR IT 2MOROW!But the trip really was worth it..ii finally gt 2 spend time with de gurlss..its was ages since we actually wen 2 lunch 2gether:(..welll tats it..we then took de bus bac home..n ii can't wait 4 2moroww!!STELLA BETTA MAKE IT!!

Dian's gonna get a new hair stylee!!oooooooooooooo....

toodles:)

Hello blogger world.

2008-07-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

Okayy here goes my first post.
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ENJOY MY RANTS AND WANTS.

till my next productive post.
toodles.